Daycare grief

After all that I posted about in my previous post, this morning I walk into daycare and see that two baby twins started in Dex’s room. I felt like I was punched in the gut. The wind was knocked out of me and I had to leave quickly. Then to top it off, Dex started crying when I left. I went to my car and just sat and cried.

I love Dex so much, and am extremely thankful I just wish I could have Dex and Willow & Hazel with me.

This sucks. I hate this pain.

Capture your Grief Project

I am participating in the Capture your Grief Project over on my loss blog. mommyoftwinangels.wordpress.com I decided not to put is here on this blog too out of sheer convenience. Posting in one place for a whole month, October – Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month, will be so much easier 🙂

Here is what it is all about: